naunie's Cancer Blog
January 21, 2008
| Innocence | Views: 524 |
Well, I am new to the community and if you read my bio you know that my mom has stage four colon cancer with a tumor in her liver and mets to the lungs. She was diagnosed in August 07. I am twenty eight years old and lost.
I find it incredible everyday, maybe every minute, that this is happening. My family is everything to me and I just feel like it is being taken away from me.
My niece (1 and a half) was over a few weeks ago and she looked into my mom’s eyes for quite a long time. She was looking so innocently and lovingly. They both started tapping their hands on the couch playing a song while staring into each other’s eyes. No one spoke. We just watched. It was their moment together. It is amazing the innocence in the eyes of a child. I will never forget that moment. I know my mother won’t either. I started writing down sweet moments like that and I look back at them when I am feeling helpless. It is important to focus on the good in life but sometimes it is so terribly difficult.
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